Back In Utah/Update

Hello all!!

I'm finally back in Utah after 5 months in Hawaii. Although I will be returning to Hawaii in 3 months.

It's been a long time since I posted... But here's why. 

Things were all crazy and dramatic in the MG group on facebook and people kept taking sides. Because of that, I decided to stop blogging for a while. But now I'm back :) 

This blog is not JUST about being a missionary girlfriend. I do recall there have been posts about Justin Bieber, my love for the food network, and other random thoughts. 

Now, a little update on my relationship with Preston: This week he told me that he thinks it would be best for him if we stop talking for awhile. That means no emails, no letters, no videos. It'll be weird not sending him weekly emails but I really believe it's a good thing :) It's time for me to focus on Jared and time for Preston to focus on his mission.

Alright, enough of that :) 

I don't really know what else to write about.. So I'll just insert a video :) 

Enjoy :)
   

Am I Still Waiting/Link to Other Blog

Everyone keeps asking me, "Are you still waiting???" 

Well, let me give you MY definition of waiting. 

Waiting: not getting married while your missionary is gone. 

And there's no way I'm getting married while he's gone. Jared still has his mission ahead of him. Everything is simple to me, but it seems complicated to everyone else. Which I understand. I'm focusing on my relationship with Jared and giving Preston some much needed space. He needs to get me out of his head 24/7 so he can focus on what's most important right now. His mission. Yes, we still send letters and stuff. But I'm trying to get him to focus on his mission while I focus on Jared right now. 

Then, Preston will come home and we'll see how much our relationship has changed. I have no idea what will happen when he gets home. But I'm open to whatever my Heavenly Father see's fit for my life.

Some of you girls keep asking me questions that even I don't know the answer to. But I'll keep you all updated :) thanks for following this crazy adventure with me. 

Girls keep asking me what my link to my blog about my relationship with Jared, so here ya go 

http://thestoryofusdesireeandjared.blogspot.com/

Also, some people say, "How rude, you have two blogs about two different boys" But really, they are just like journals for me. This isn't just about Preston and the other one isn't just about Jared. They're about different experiences in my life.

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